Okay fine.
I’ll admit it.
Maybe
there might be
a slight possibility
that I was
kinda
sorta
overly
sensitive
But there was a time
when you would run into my arms
in a crowd
and cling to me
until I had to pry you off
and promise to douse you
with sloppy kisses
as soon as you got home
So forgive me
if I felt
like you
kinda
sorta
screwed things up
when I tried
to say goodbye to you this morning
Hey!
Where the hell was my hug?
I’ll never tell you this
but
I
kinda
sorta
hate this “growing up” business
(I didn’t sign up for that part, just so you know)
and
I’m kinda
sorta
having a
hard time with it
So when I left
I may have been
kinda
sorta
sulking
and
kinda
sorta
moping
back to my car
And then I heard your boy voice
yelling across the playground
” BYE MMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!”
and I saw
your arm shoot out
and watched you wave
your fingerless glove-wrapped hand
easy to spot
among the others
and the tears?
Well, I swear they were happy ones
and anyway,
I already told you that
I was feeling
a bit sensitive today
*sniff*
But
thanks
you know,
for doing what you did
cause now
I think
maybe
probably
I’m gonna be
okay
Must they always grow up too slowly and too quickly all at the same time? What is it with this motherhood thing!